Bubblezee

I had resolved That I would not remember this And that I would not shed tears Meant for someone else. [I broke my promise.] You selfish brute - You never thought of me Or my feelings. And so I have no time for you [Or of mourning our loss.] You ripped my life apart Like it was this paper That I am now splitting open With my unmerciful pencil [As if it were you.] People are leaving my life While you already have. I'm a saturated rain cloud Pouring over non-existent seeds [That were ripped out of the earth.] Happiness cannot be achieved With a shattered heart Just like a shattered vase Cannot contain flowers. [I'm your b

This is for the geeks, the scholars, the bums, the teachers, the doctors, the children, the sons and daughters, the fathers, the unborn. Because all of you, from the moment you began living, you started dying. Your first breathe was one less to be taken, the first time you inhaled wasted part of your lungs. Every time you fell, every little cut, killed off cells, every bang of the head annihilated neurons. There's only so much you can damage yourself before your cells have divided in such alarming rates that they can no longer. Right now? You're dying, one bruise at a time. Whether you like it or not. And soon you will be buried away as one

When things are going wrong When you just can't seem to care When you're tired of being strong I'll be here to help you bare. When tears roll down your cheeks When you can't fix a smile upon your face When it seems all you do is weep I'll be here to help steady your pace. When all you want to do is shout When all you do it seems is yell When you can't figure out what life's about I'll be here to lead you away from Hell. When it seems everyone is against you When you don't think you have a single friend When all you feel is sad and blue I'll be here to help this nightmare end. When you don't know what is true When you don't kn

Of all the things that were ever going to happen… You were always there for me and I was there for you, But in the end I hurt you and I couldn’t take the fact that I did… If you had told me to shut up I would have, If you told me to go away…I would do that too, And if you had told me to go die because of what I did…I would accept the fact you never wanted me to be around anymore and I would make it seem like I never did just for you. You might not trust me anymore but that’s fine with me and I can live with that. What ever happens ill always be here…If something happened right now would you do somethin

I never got the truth I never got it all Even after the fall - Never really lied to But everything's a secret I'm always learning something new Once I've pushed past it - Why when I get broken Why must people lie Hiding things Left to be buried Till the end of time - Why must I keep thinking I always seem to find Things not meant to be mentioned In this life of mine - Never really certain And always looking back Endlessly regretting The actions of my past - How can I keep choosing All the things I do How can I be really sure The one I love is you - Always thinking Always regretting Always dying Always crying

You are essential-- My first daily thought. We have a depth special Our love is not for naught. Love is a flower It grows towards the sun. I'll empower it with water Until we are one. Darling angel, You make me feel well. You're so special Never say farewell. My pretty lover Hold my hand tight. Please, lets discover That you and me feels right. You come every night And in the morning. To make things bright Without a warning. You're always there My beautiful light. Remember its fair That we never fight. I'll treat you so well My sweet angel soul-mate. That you never could Feel sadness or hate. I want to look into yo

I turned to you [Mother looking at me] Looking into your deep green eyes [Tell me what do you see?] Seeking the truth [Yes, I've lost my mind] I think it will all be all right [Daddy looking at me] Hand in hand [Will I ever be free?] Fingers intertwined [Have I crossed the line?] I know it will be just fine

Breathe in breathe out Heart beats showing life Breathe in breathe out ~ Thinking of you ~ Heart beats faster Proving a connection between us - You and me Deeper than skin Linked in thoughts Caged away from each other Masochistic beatings never stop Choking on words ~ I love you, I think ~ - I should never have said it But I needed to ~ I tried to cure the pain But only brought more So much more ~

Outside the window It's raining The sky is feeling grey and he's crying He's crying and no one wants to help him No one tried So more he cries - Yet on this miserable day One you could call just plain ugly I smile And I can't help it - I'm sorry sky Maybe today's not your day I promise next time I'll be there for you but not today Because today I'm smiling

Within this world Everyone needs something That thing to make it all better - Maybe what you need Is for me to leave Break away Not to say the words you long to Hear - Maybe what I need is to Break away Leave you all See which hurts more Choose - What we all need in this world Is just a bit of love Where the best place to find this If first within yourself - Once you accept this can you be Loved by someone other than Yourself